January 2012
121 posts
When people assume things and get them wrong, then don’t reply because you’re not suffering from a break up like they are,
YEAH
HEAPS COOL.
Thanks for all the supposed support in these hard times, self absorbed dick.
Casually told my boyfriend I want his babies one day.
Quite glad to find he’s cool with that :)
I run from every painful emotion I have. Eventually they fade until I don’t care anymore. But it’s not going to happen this time. I’m stuck, with this mountain under the rug that won’t compact or disappear. I’ve put you under the rug along with every other emotion tied to the situation. Because all I can think right now is
FUCK YOU.
It’s normal for me to pretending nothing’s happened right? That life’s completely normal and there’s not a huge hole in my chest?
Because for me to accept this I have to face the anger, I have to accept how mad I am and how close to hating you I am.
I’m not ready for that. I think I’ll just be sad forever rather than have to deal with that.
Matt promised to build me a pink kitchen one day 😍
Valentines day is coming.
I’m usually really amazing at this.
But idk what to get him.
Teddy has been done a thousand times over. But they’re cute. But boring.
Last time I went all out on valentines day, it didn’t turn out too well.
New year, new life, new me, new him.
It’s all going to be so very different. BUT IM STILL STUCK.
I know my family are worried about me. I just want them to trust me to look after myself. I can’t stand seeing the worry in their eyes everytime the look at me.
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People when they said everything happened for a reason, until now. I’m exactly where I want to be, I’m happy, my family and friends are healthy, I’m making plans for the future and most of all I am in the happiest relationship of my life. To get here I had to be torn apart to my core, fucked over…
Casually having a sook after reading this. Xx pumpkin.
Sleeping before I become a hopeless emotional wreck. Right now I’m just fucking mad.
Just fucking come home, you fucking liar.
My hairs getting long, I’m starting to feel like a girl again.
I dig my toes into the sand.....
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds thrown across a blue blanket,
I lean against the wind,
Pretend that I am weightless,
And in this moment I am happy,
Happy.
I, wish you were here.
I, wish you were here.
This fucking sucks. It hasn’t sunk in. We even picked you up yesterday and I still keep picturing you at my 21st or us at Soundwave.
I just wish I understood why...
I just want to bake all day, and have sex while I’m Waiting for things to cook.
Damn this cold.
